Brand new…

A loud bang shakes my soul and wakes me with a hazed view, past a cloud of thick black smoke I see a light. It’s small, only a pin prick, but through the darkness it stings my eyes. They have been closed for so long that I didn’t think I could open them again. I […]

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The Dark place within…

I look to the corner of my room and the shadow stares back at me, taunting me. It covers the curtains, black, it sits at the foot of my bed, I feel the heat from it and it starts to burn my toes. I hear it in my head as a loud high-pitched buzz, even […]

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Becoming Adults…

We have officially become adults. How you may ask? Myself and ‘The Couple‘ have brought a hoover and a washing machine. Yep, you heard me, that’s makes us official adults! Right? I can tell you I feel the pure panic of being one now, money has now left my account for grown up reasons. Okay, […]

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Just waiting…

I see a picture in which my life should be, it’s not filled with a husband or a wife, or a huge family running around at my feet, it’s not me living in a large house, or me bring a CEO in a large boring company, it’s not me surrounding myself with money and too […]

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The fear of the unknown…

I love to try new things, but trying to find a new job is beyond scary… It has come to that time, I need to move on, the negativity on my team is just too much for me to handle, for anyone really. I’ve started to hate going to sleep at night because I don’t […]

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