The noise was too much to bare. The lights were too bright. The pain was unbearable, but you didn’t care, you didn’t feel. You wanted me on my knees, I had to be the good girl, I had to be perfect, but I was not good enough for you. I cried out in agony, scared … More Your Pain.
My head was stuck, stuck on you, you kept me occupied. You kept me focused, but today I woke up… I woke up and realised I don’t know you, don’t want you. You are lost, lost like me, scared like me, alone like me. The difference is you judge, you judge me, based on looks, … More Never Yours.
I made you to protect myself… The way you move in my mind shapes me. I was crouched down, my head tucked safely in my knees to hide from my suffering, my arms holding on tightly. You pulled me up and made me look into your eyes and then you looked away. You have a … More A Stranger’s Smile.
You backed me into a corner, pinned me to a wall and held me there against my will. You wanted to feel better and bigger about yourself, you wanted to prove your strength, the strength you gained after years of making me weak. You wanted me to feel as low and unwanted as you do, … More Nothing.
I let the devil in and now you haunt my dreams. You would smoke your pretty things, you would tease me with your false touches and lies. You would drink in my words and use them against me, and I would eat up yours, sacrificing my sanity in hopes to feel a small aspect of … More Let me go.
The ground beneath my feet shakes so much it starts to lift in waves. The rocks and stones break apart until they become dust. The sound grows like thunder and it becomes so unbearable that I try to block out the noise with my hands Lies The rain starts to spit and stings as it … More The Unbreakable Truth.
It’s an opening to a cave. It’s a dark place, where no light lives. It’s a closed in space where your breath comes up short. It’s so cold and empty that it fills you with a sense of dread. Even though you can’t see, you don’t want to open your eyes because you don’t want … More The Unknown Place.